Meh-name-is-BUG

I'm alive... Barely. But hey, whatever. Right? Anyhoo... I plan on posting new stuff soon. Art is getting better, I promise. More details, more value and texture. I'm taking my time on things now. I'm taking an art class in school. I already learned a lot. And it's barely been three days... "Draw what you SEE... Not what you THINK..."

I feel like shit. I treat people like crap on accident. Apparently, I'm a bitch. It's not like I'm trying. Yeah, some people I snap at because I don't LIKE them and have no reason to be polite... But my BOYFRIEND mistakes my happy texts and things for sarcastic, bitchy ones. He's really sensative but STILL. It hurts to know that he thinks I'm naturally like that too. I'm not. Its just my sense of humor. I learned it from my dad. I'm SORRY. None of you have any IDEA how sorry I am. When I try to be myself, I get asked "What's WRONG with you? Why are you being like this?" because I say things I wouldn't normally say unless it was in a bitchy to

YO! To the few that watch me, I'm alive. I'm drawing... I'm even writing. But I don't have my camera NOR a scanner here at my mother's house. Sorry. As soon as I get one I'll upload a HUGE amount of pictures like I always do. I had a sudden burst of talent last night. Got some good cartoons out of it. Even a cool self-portrait that I'm really happy with. Anyways, I just wanted to remind everyone that I exhist and I'm breathing. :] Have a great day and don't forget to smile every chance you get. :D (By the way, the mood thing at the bottom is LYING!!! I'm not grumpy, I'm cheery but it won't let me change it for some reason!!!)